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One Loose Screw

by RJ Noebels

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1.
Manic 04:22
Lady spider, come do the devil's dance with me So I can feel again Bite me deep let the poison sink to my brian And now I have fallen down I can not make a sound and my time is running out The hour glass is bleeding down to the end (Chorus) But now Im fine I feel alright maybe better than Im higher than you all Im standing 10 feet tall and Im never coming down Manic! I just do it for the high (Verse) Hiding in plain sight wrapped up in another lie so you cant see who I am Youd turn and run as fast as you could if you knew Lady spider, hold me close youre not my savior just my ghost that haunts me everyday It's been so long I forgot how to live without you (Chorus) (Bridge) Living on this battle field I dont know what's right I don't know what's real All I know is the numbness I feel everyday So lady spider kill me desire fill me with doubt and pain come and sweep me off my feet take my breath away (chorus)
2.
Nightmare 06:20
I woke up in a nightmare and I couldn't see my legs were so heavy as they were chasing me I was running from monsters a fiction that I believe but my legs were too heavy and my lungs wouldn't breathe (pre-chorus) It was all just a dream (x3) but was it all just a dream? (verse) I woke up the next morning with a sigh of relief but the I had to keep running from this reality the monsters kept coming whether real or in my head cant put my feet on the floor now cause they hide under my bed (pre-chorus) (chorus) The sun is shining a light so blinding in my dark room The clock is winding this fear is binding and I can not break through (verse) I woke up after not sleeping from the nightmares Ive had and everyone seems to think that its not all that bad the chemicals are off balance thats how the monsters are born all looks fine on the surface but on the inside Im torn (Pre-chorus) (chorus) (bridge) toss and turn at night fighting off sleep running from what might be there to get me tuck myself in tight keep my feet covered so the monsters can not pull me under (Chorus x2)
3.
I don't want to be left alone To sink into this padded cell of springs buried down in a hopeless hole Thoughts like bells that always ring Nights pass by with bright red eyes crystals break as they crash down to the floor war's just a fight of the heart and the mind but what the hell are we fighting for? (chorus) Sleep in a box as thick as walls I've got no home cause I've got no heart Void of faith and time just stalls One loose Screw and we all fall apart (Verse) I don't want to be alone tonight Tightly wrapped inside this cloak of skin fear sets in and it's fight or flight freeze to your enemies and you'll never win (chorus) (bridge) (chorus)
4.
Woke up this morning "What's the point?" In a crumbling world soon to be destroyed Crippling pain, the innocent diseased lack of faith I wont get on my knees and if I leave here who will care? In 100 years no one will know my tale should I close my eyes and get some rest? Let life pass by pull myself from this test (chorus) When times get hard we ask these questions answers don't come, not that we expect them but you've got to make the most of what you've got Cause no one's gonna do it for you (verse) I once was there at the edge of life bent at the knees to plunge into fire but I could not spring and I don't know why but when I stop to think I cant deny If I'm gonna live I gonna do it right cause no ones gonna do it for me (chorus) (bridge) So I'll give myself a fighting chance grab the world by the face with both hands Scream "do your worst cause here I stand" I'm not afraid I know I'm in command and if I'm not gonna fight well I'd might as well die Cause no one's gonna do it for me (chorus) X2
5.
Landing Lane 03:32
The sunshine glistens on the water the Cattails dance in the wind the pair birds mimic us in harmony for a moment everything is perfect love my be an obsticle but we don't have to worry about that right now cause if you're here with me just for today then follow me down to the canal I see a road in the distance people drive through life so fast racing to move on from this moment but I never want this moment to pass Your eyes shine like the sun on the water just you and me no one else around so I kiss you like there's no tomorrow so just follow me down to the canal (vocalizing) follow me down to the canal Love may be an obsticle and if youre here with me just for today Ill keep this memory close to me so follow me down to the canal yeah just follow me down to the canal
6.
Relapse 04:35
My body's shakin' my heart is racing lost all feelin' but the feeling of alone If I could just go back get caught in a relapse lock me in the chains that make me feel so free (chorus) I'm starting over no longer sober back to the way that things used to be I cant recover I'm going under back to the way that things used to be (verse) I've gone to meetings shared all of my feelings it's the same old story of a lost and tortured soul I've done the 12 steps found most of them useless I put faith in a man who lives inside my head (chorus) (bridge) (chorus) (coda) I've picked my poison couldn't avoid it I guess it's another night on my own I've picked my poison couldn't avoid it so here's to another night... all alone
7.
All Out War 05:51
This is all out war you banked om yourself on the run but too blind to see that your smallest fear while you're hiding out has to do with authority and I'll hide in the shadows it won't be quick but full of blasphemy this is all out war no holding back you don't fuck with my family (chorus) If they never catch you I will If they never catch you I will I'll be the judge. the jury, the executioner if they never catch you I will close your eyes and say good night (verse) this is all out war loss of self control burning down all you see this is all out war loss of self control trading your blood for greed this is all out war loss of self control drown in the river you bleed this is all out war no holding back you don't fuck with my family (chorus) (bridge) (verse) This is all out war banked on yourself on the run but to blind to see this is all out war loss of self control trading your blood for greed and I'll hide in the shadows it won't be quick but full of blasphemy this is all out war no holding back you don't fuck with my family (chorus) (outro) close your eyes and say good night X4
8.
Here I am again same position as before walk along these dirty streets forever staring at the floor well I should've seen in coming but how much can I endure? sometimes this feeling's over whelming this feeling that I felt before find the beginning of a circle to stop the spiraling beneath the expiration's where I curdle but I've been rotting here for weeks Silence becomes convenient don't wanna talk anymore but from miles I should've seen it to fight against the way I felt before (solo) If I could wake out of this nightmare than forever may I sleep for now I lay awake and wonder in between my counting sheep stripped down in a gutter for some change is all I ask maybe a token of your pitty or all the love one hand could grasp Now all I ask for is your mercy but mercy's given when it's shown I swear I should be stronger into a man I should've grown But a man should never feel this way a man should feel secure a man should stand up and fight against the way I felt before
9.
Time's Up 04:44
She said "who are you and what have you done with the man that I used to call 'the one' The one who'd do anything to make me happy now a sullen shadow of who you used to be" Her words cut like daggers the wounds start to cry but it's been so long since I've seen the light in her eyes the life we built together now on life support at this point it may be best to just pull the chord (chorus) We're done it's over I'm not happy I'm tired of falling face down on the floor We're done It's over I'm not happy Time's Up! I don't love you any more (Verse) I always thought that In spite of the fights The never solving problems and the need to be right I always thought we'd pull it out on the end but I ignored your tears and confirmed your fears time and again You say I'm different and I know it's true but I ignore the fact cause Im scared to death and I don't know what to do This bitterness and anger has become my ball and chain but how can I expect you to understand when I cant even explain (chorus) (bridge) (Chorus)
10.
Don't come around today just let me fade away there's nothing left for me here Don't call me it's too late to try and mess with fate in the end it's just the empty room (chorus) For whatever you may need when my soul finally leaves you'll find me in the empty room (verse) When it's all said and through I wont care an neither can you void of thought void of heart and mind still I wonder if and when I will ever see you again in the end it's just the empty room (chorus)

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released July 19, 2018

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